Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in iria_karen's InsaneJournal:

Friday, August 28th, 2009
12:01 am	Lost in the darkness... Good God! It has been forever and a day since I have posted last. Pretty sad, no? I hope to have more fiction on the way soon. Darn school and work, evil things they are > Current Mood: confused Current Music: Dir En Grey (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 14th, 2009
12:24 am	Just a little something that has been on my mind I have noticed that in a lot of the fanfiction there is little to do with Treize and his feelings. I stumbled upon an album by Nine Inch Nails that sorta got the gears moving. It just seemed to fit Treize at the end of the series so well. I hope who ever reads this little piece enjoys it. It is all in Treize's POV by the way. There is also just a little hint of shonen-ai. Just so you all know I own nothing. I am just borrowing the characters and song for my amusement. The Day the Whole World went away [I’d listen to the words he’d say, but in his voice I heard decay] In the aftermath it rained. He stood watching the burning remains undeterred by the freezing rain. He felt it wash over his body rinsing away the dirt and blood. As it ran down his body and soaked his clothes he could sympathize with the chilling drops. Like the rain, he and his soldiers we controlled by their own gravity. War. It pulled them down to their doom, and stole their lives. For others though, it took their sanity. Treize closed his eyes and thought back to his once comrade, friend and lover. The love in his eyes had become filled with anger and hate toward Treize. The mask that was Zechs and broken and unleashed the bitter Millardo who wanted nothing more that to eliminate everything that started this war. Treize knew this was the final act in the play. “Gravity” had him locked without escape, it was only a matter of time. Treize smiled mirthlessly. Every night now instead of Zechs, he had his memories to keep in company. Treize was haunted by Zech’s words. He was the reason why people given their lives and why more would die. But in the end he still smiled coldly knowing that humans would now understand the true pain and price of war. Treize had destroyed everything he and Zechs had shared. Slowly he turned and walked away and said goodbye to everything that he had once held dear. [The plastic face forced to portray, all the insides left cold and grey] Throughout out the rest of the war he never showed his heart to anyone. That only belonged to one person and now that heart was dead. He still forced some level of humanity to pacify those superior and inferior to him. It also kept those who wanted to console him away. It seemed his “respite” of being locked away in Dermail’s castle served nothing more than to destroy his human souls even more. It drove him to create the monster Epyon. He took little comfort in the fact that those who piloted it may understand his pain. Vengeance was something that never suited him, and he knew if is old friend where still here he would agree too. He lived out his sentence till one day he found his salvation , it would take all the darkness away. [There is a place that still remains, It eats the fear. It eats the pain] He bid his farewell to Lady Une, the woman that had believed in him no matter what. His cold eyes scanned the battlefield and allowing a small smile. This place, takes all the pain and fear away. There is nothing but raw emotion of those willingly giving their lives for what they believe is right. He fought off the mobile dolls as he waited for his love and his heart to return. After what seemed like another eternity the one that held his heart had arrived. Before him was the Epyon, in all it’s burning vengeful glory piloted by none other than Zechs Marquise. Those sadly now Millardo Peacecaft. The man who now believed that total destruction of the earth, his mother and his home was the only way to peace. Who would have thought this was the man that he saw as an equal as his lover. The final battle began. Both now entered an unchangeable course that would forever alter their lives yet again. The battle raged on gaining in ferocity. Both men poured their beings into the fight, knowing in their hearts that what they believed was so very true and oh so wrong. It tore them apart but they continued uncaring to the fact that they could never be put back together. Finally Treize broke as the truth hit him harder than one of the blows from Epyon. He felt tears run down his cheeks just as the rain did months ago. Treize closed his eyes and remembered years back before this stupid war. The Zechs was a sullen boy who had lost his innocence when his family was destroyed. Despite of his every right to act out on those bitter memories he wanted nothing more than to change the world. He wanted irradiate the thought of war from human minds forever. Treize knew he had pushed to much by asking Zechs to end war by starting one. He gasped back to reality as he felt he body being crushed as the Tallgeese III was ripped apart. He was surprised, unlike before he was not at all cold. A warm feeling rushed through him as he felt his life fly away. This would be the end of war. That was his final thought before the loving darkness surrounded him sealing him within her grasp forever. [The sweetest price he’ll have to pay. The day the whole world went away] Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: NIN ~ The Day the World Went Away (Comment on this)
Friday, April 24th, 2009
1:32 am	Finally!! I am honetly amazed that I actually postd something I wrote. Kinda sacy, no? Anywho, I just hope there aren't too many errors. I sorta rushed everything so I could get it all done before I have to go back to work. But that was the first ever yuri i have written. I really hope it is too cliche either. ^^; Peace out!! (Comment on this)
1:23 am	Owari to Mirai ~ Part Two Ok peoples, thsi is the second part to my rather interesting little fanfic. Now this one does have a little bit of girl love. So beware if you don't like that kind of stuff. As far as everything else, still AUish and a bit OOC on everyone's part. I tried to split the POV equally but for some reason the ball just seems in Sango court more times that Kagome's. Anyway, I hope the story is enjoyed. Please be nice. This part is also for my wonderful boyfriend! *^^* The days pasted with no notice from the others to the change in Sango’s and Kagome’s relationship. They had always been friends. Both of the girls kept their relationship hidden for the time being. If for nothing else, so they could work things out between themselves without outside interferences. That was just fine with them. The girls would steal secret glances and hold hands in private. They even kissed one night under the stars one night. That very location had since become Sango and Kagome’s hideaway. It was a beautiful little clearing in the forest surrounding the village. Due to the rocky terrain it was a little difficult to get to, so the villagers stayed away. But both Sango and Kagome thought it very worth the work it took to get there. This time of the year it was full of wildflowers that covered the soft, sun warmed grass during the day. At night under the moon and stars the meadow was bathed in a silver light. It beamed off the grass, plants and trees making it seem like something out of a fairy tale. Almost two months had passed since Sango and Kagome had admitted their love for each other. The struggle to keep the relation ship had become increasingly difficult to keep secret as their love and trust for each other grew. Until one day that would pull at the seams of their love for each other. They had thought it was a safe place, and Sango’s and Kagome’s need for each other was so great that they didn’t notice the onlooker. How they were holding and kissing they didn’t see Kikyo stumble upon them. She looked on in disgust. She always knew there was something wrong with that girl. Even under Naraku’s scheme she knew. It seemed like since she couldn’t have Inuyasha she turned her wicked lust else where. As she continued to watch in morbid fascination a plot formed in her head. One that would surly have Inuyasha staying away from Kagome forever. Then she would never have to worry about the possibility of loosing her love ever again. Kikyo left as quietly as she came. Kagome and Sango slowly and reluctantly broke apart figuring they where pushing their luck with being noticed. As they made their way back to help kaiede with nightly chores and to buy goods from the other villagers before they closed their shops and stands for the night. With the needed goods, the girls finally made their way home, happily chattering about the day. Though once they reached kaiede’s they were greeted with anything but happy. Everything seemed relatively normal except for Inuyasha who did nothing but stare at Kagome with nothing but disgust. At first she thought it was just his normal grouchy, glare but as the night went on it seemed there was much more than just grumpiness. Finally Kagome’s resolve broke. “Jeez, what is your problem Inuyasha?! You have done nothing but glare and me and treat me with coldness. What did I do to you?” Inuyasha let his anger at her upon hearing her harsh tone. “How dare she talk like that to me?!” He thought to himself. “Why? You really want to know why Kagome?! Don’t sit there and play innocent, it is just as bad as all the lies you already told.” He barked back scornfully at her. Kagome was shocked she had no clue shat brought all this on let alone what it was about. “Look I have no idea Inu…” Kagome never finished her sentence as Inuyasha cut her off. “What did I tell you woman?! I hate liars! So stop acting like you don’t know. I never thought you capable of anything like that. All the time how we were searching for the shikon jewel I was silly enough to think you cared for me. But all you were looking for was sexual pleasure. You think I would have been smart enough to figure it out when that stinking wolf demon came in to the picture.” Kagome turned red from embarrassment and hurt at the accusation Inuyasha was cursing her with. She honestly had no idea what he was talking about and it dug deep into the old wound that was created because of him. She felt burning tear rising in her eyes as she listened deafly, the harshness of his voice alone was enough to cut to her soul. Though sadly, this pain was nothing compared to what was inflected by Inuyasha’s next cruel statement. “Now it seems that since you know you cannot have my love you have turned to trapping someone else in your web of sick lust. Kikyo saw you today. You were with Sango.” He spat in utter hatefulness. “She told me about everything else too. It seems she was the only one watching out for my well being. Not you.” Pushing himself up roughly from the table Inuyasha sunk the final arrow into her heart. “I think it’s time for you to leave. If you don’t then I will. I hope that I never see anyone as cruel as you. Common whores are better that you” With that, Inuyasha took his leaving unknowing of all the lies he had been feed for his undivided love. Kagaome was left alone shaking, she was too upset to so anything else as the hot tears feel freely down her face. “How could Inuyasha say such things?” She thought to her self. At least there was no one else there to witness Inuyasha’s anger but at the some time if some one was present they could have stopped him. But the only thing that she could think of was getting away. Far away. She didn’t know who else Inuyasha could have told. What if he told Sango all those lies? Fear Clawed at her gut as her legs seemed to moved of their own violation. She ran as fast as he could out of the house blindly pushing past Kaiede and Sango. They had heard the yelling and came back to see what was going on but it seem their were too late and it was much more their just Kagome’s and Inuyasha’s normal squabbles. Both women looked at each other worry filled their eyes. Kaiede nodded silently tell Sango to go then she turned to find out what could have caused such distress in young Kagome. Kagome ran. She ran unthinkingly, unseeingly. Her legs where burning from the stress and it felt like her lungs where on fire but she didn’t care. She only wanted to get as far away as possible. She could hear Sango calling after her but that only made her run faster. The fear of her hearing Inuyasha’s lies out weighing the possibility that the didn’t know what had even happened. Kagome suddenly fell, tripping over a raised tree root. She fell with enough force to scrape her hands and knees badly. Sprained and bleeding Kagome lay on the ground. Try as she might she was just to exhausted to get back up. Sango finally caught up to Kagome horrified by what she heard and saw. Kagome’s hands and knees were torn and bloody. As she bent down she could hear Kagome whispering over and over again. “Go away, why won’t I go away” Sango picked up Kagome’s slighter form with little trouble. She then looked around trying to figure out just where they were. She followed just as blindly as Kagome ran when it dawned on her that this was the way to the meadow, their meadow. There was stream there so Sango could clean Kagome’s wounds and it was quiet and isolated from disturbances. They finally reached the clearing and Sango tried to put Kagome down lightly but she was very tried from chasing her and carrying her the rest of the way here. She ripped part of her shirt dipping it in the cool water so she could tend to the wounds. Sango felt bad as Kagome moaned in pain but if nothing else it helped to bring her back around. Kagome blinked back the tears again as she whispered hoarsely, “I’m still here?” Sango smiled gently and answered softly, “Yes Kagome, you are. Now I am going to clean these scrapes, just get some rest.” Sango was thankful as the last few rays of light were just enough for her to see. When she was done she curled up by Kagome putting an arm protectively around her. When Kagome woke the moon was high in the sky. She looked over to see Sango beside her with her arm over her waist. It looked like her brow was furrowed in worry and Kagome felt guilty for what she put Sango through but at least this means Inuyasha hadn’t gotten to her. She gave a light smile at that. Sango woke as well when she felt Kagome stirring next to her. As she opened her eyes she looked right into shinning deep brown eyes. “How are you feeling Kagome?” Sango asked softly brushing back a stray lock of her coal black hair. She felt something in her stir as the she ran her fingers through the softest hair that the had ever felt and, it never become a common experience for her. They had always kept their meetings very innocent nothing out side of hugging and soft kisses. Kagome shivered as she felt Sango’s fingers stroking her hair. “I just feel so numb Sango, why does this have to hurt so much.?” At Sango’s confused look Kagome grudgingly told her everything that had happened. By the time she had finished Sango was shaking in anger. If she ever saw that dog demon again, it would take all her will not to kill him. Kagome felt Sango shaking and thought that the anger was directed at her. She tried to scoot away but Sango wrapped her arms around her reassuringly. “It’s going to be ok Kagome.” Sango whispered sweet nothings to her upset love hoping it would help to calm her down. Kagome wiggled out of Sango’s gripe and looked at her squarely whispering, “Please Sango, Please make this numbness go away, make the pain go away.” Sango leaned in closer and huskily whispered in Kagome’s ear. “Please trust me.” Kagome felt Sango’s warm breath drift by her ear causing the girl to shudder. Kagome then reached up, wrapping her arms around the woman above her. They stayed like that for some time, just basking in the comfort of each other’s presence. Eventually Sango pulled back so she could look at Kagome. Smiling gently she leaned to kiss the soft woman below her square on the lips. Sango was always amazed at the texture and softness of Kagome’s lips. Nothing like the firm, roughness of men’s lips. “Inuyasha’s loss is my gain.” Sango thought smugly to herself as she deepened the kiss trying to express all her emotion in that one action. Both woman only broke the kiss when they needed to breath again. Sango was catching her breath when she felt a fierce surge of protectiveness and lust well up inside her as stared down at Kagome’s kiss swollen lips. She swooped down again kissing Kagome with abandon, her soft moans only serving to flame Sango’s lust. In a sudden act of boldness Sango slowly raised her hand to cup Kagome’s breast. She fondled the soft tissue causing the delicate bud of Kagome’s nipple to become a diamond. Upon feeling this she switched breasts giving the other the same attention. Only did she stop when she felt Kagome break away, her breaths ragged with the same lust and need. Sango raised her eyes to meet Kagome’s. She sucked in a breath at the vision before her. Kagome’s eyes where lit with need, and her lips were wet, red and swollen from Sango’s kisses. She felt the heat rise between her legs at the thought, that she was the one that caused the condition of those lovely lips. Kagome was lost in a torrent of feeling and emotions as she felt Sango’s passionate kisses. She felt a little awkward at Sango’s dominance. But the strong feeling of being loved and protected overrode anything her mind could use to oppose. She whimpered as Sango brushed her tongue against her lips, silently asking. Kagome hesitantly opened her mouth and Sango dove in gently licking and playing. Sango tasted sweeter than anything she had known, even the rock candies she was so fond of. Kagome thought she was floating from the kisses alone, but when Sango played with her breasts she felt like she was drowning in unimaginable sensation and pleasure. She moaned and whimpered as Sango played her body. She almost cried when Sango stopped. Looking up at Sango she was amazed by the beauty of what she saw. She was breathing roughly , her lips red and kisses swollen and her eyes. Oh and her eyes, the bright need that shown through them highlight by the stars that sparkled like gems. Kagome felt an odd sensation between her legs as it got hotter and wetter there. All she knew is that she wanted, no needed more. Her rational mind was melted under her desire. Sango smiled again to reassure Kagome that every was going to alright as she reached forward to remove Kagome’s shirt. Kagome obviously understood what was happening since she lifted her arms to help. Sango then pulled down Kagome’s skirt, she was soon left in nothing but her lacy undergarments. Blushing, a sly smile spread across Kagome’s face. Sango moved back a little and watched with rapt attention as Kagome slowly and sensually removed the remaining garments. Sango forgot to breath as she looked upon Kagome’s beauty. Her soft black hair falling over supple shoulders. She small perky breasts stood proudly, the berry red buds contrasting so wonderfully from the surrounding creamy flesh. Her torso was smooth and flawless. There was a delicate thatch of dark curls that was followed by long, lean legs. Sango could hardly keep herself from ravishing the young woman below her. Kagome was a beauty only heard of in tales. Tales of feudal princesses and star stuck lovers. She slowly reached her hand out, carefully placing her finger tips on Kagome’s breast bone and trailing down past her torso taking in the softness of her skin. Sango’s distention was the soft nest of curls between Kagome’s legs. She gently stroked the area. Feeling the dampness of Kagome’s need. Sango then gently sunk her fingers into the slit of Kagome’s womanhood. Kagome had never felt like this, ever. Like she was desirable, needed, lusted. Inuyasha did nothing but make her feel down on herself most of the time. Very rarely did he ever act like he ever wanted her around, let alone anything else. She loved watching Sango’s reaction as her clothes were slowly removed, revealing more and more. Taking off her undergarments was especially fun. This was the first time that she had ever really felt sexy and eliciting the little sounds of need from Sango fanned her ego. Because of this she didn’t feel embarrassed at being exposed in front of Sango. She mewled as she felt Sango’s cool fingers track down her body. But their destination caused her to all but wail in pleasure. She felt like she would explode when those fingers invaded her heat and stroked something that made her vision go white. Sango knew she had found Kagome’s pleasure spot when she arched her back wailing in pleasure. She ruthlessly rubbed the little nub, causing Kagome to thrash and scream. Sango moved over her recapturing one of those berry sweet buds in her hungry mouth again. Kagome was sobbing now, as she felt the beginnings for the first orgasm. She felt an extreme pressure built inside her, threatening to burst at any moment. Finally, her universe exploded as she cried her pleasure to the heavens. All the sadness, anger and frustration seemed to break loose, the warm feeling of her orgasm and love for Sango filling the void they left. Her body tightened and her back lifted from the ground arching in an unnatural position. As fast as it came, it left and left Kagome spent, unable to move. After what seemed like hours Kagome finally came around. The first thing she noticed was Sango’s weight on top of her, the second was the fact that Sango was panting as hard as her. “Sa… Sango? Did?” Sango laughed breathlessly. “Yeah, watching you and hearing you was more than enough, but…” Kagome looked on fascinated as Sango removed her hand from under her skirt. It glistened in the moonlight signifying that she did cum as well. Kagome hesitantly took Sango’s hand too her mouth, cleaning it of her own juices. Sango moaned and flopped down beside her lover, “Too tired Kagome”. Kagome let the captured hand go giggling. “I think you are feeling better now. Kagome?” Sango both stated and asked as she looked over at Kagome smiling lovingly. “I am thanks to you Sango. Thanks to your love. I still need to find out what happened to Inuyasha, though I think I already know.” “Oh?” Sango questioned lightly. “Yeah… he mentioned Kikyo, so I know she must have been behind it. I can’t believe she really thought I was that much of a threat that she had to take such extreme measures.” Kagome sighed sadly. “Well, maybe it’s for the best” Sango spoke up. “Now they have themselves solely to each other, and maybe they can both truly be happy.” Kagome was quiet for a few minutes before she responded. “Maybe your right Sango… but where does this leave us? I know there is no way we can go back to the village…” Both woman where quite for a few more moments before Sango jumped at an idea. “I know!” But she was cut off by an equally exuberant Kagome. “You could come back to my time, and leave this place. We could start over new. I could finish school without anymore breaks. I know my mom wouldn’t mind and I am sure my grandfather could use help around the shine.” Both girls smiled and laughed. They cuddled as they stars watched over them. Their final thoughts before sleep claimed them was that happy endings do exist. Their past ending opening to a happy and bright future together . Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Girugamesh (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
11:27 pm	Owari to Mirai ~ Part One Ohmigod! I actually am posting something that is fiction and not just my periodical insane rantings. Well, it's a yuri peoples and it have been forever and a day since I watched Inuyasha. So, this might be pretty scary. Please don't hate me. It's set at the end of the series and it a bit AUish.I got the story's name from a J-pop song, and just so every one knows, I own nothing. Nothing at all! If you don't like or can't handle the please spare us both and don't read it. This is the first part, enjoy!! The story is dedicated to my wonderful boyfriend. *^^* Kagome stood at the edge of the well lost in thoughts of the past. How she had fell into the well in her family’s shrine and was transported to the feudal era and all the adventures that ensued. She also thought about the dog demon that had crossed paths with her own. The one that had won her heart. She thought it was fate, something you would read in one of those silly romance novels. To think that she was silly enough to believe that such a thing might have come true for her. She knew in the depths of her heart that Inuyasha could never be hers. His heart was still held by the priestess Kikyo. She was happy for them, she really was, she wasn’t so shallow to not love Inuyasha enough that she couldn’t be happy for him. But even with that, it didn’t stop the hurt from coming to claw at her heart. A cool wind rushed past her bringing her back from her thoughts. She felt bad about leaving like this, but Kagome felt that the less fuss that might be caused over her departure the better. She gave one last look in the direction village where it all began. Inside the village another heartbroken woman could be found. Sango really couldn’t believe it, she couldn’t believe him. Just when she felt comfortable with confronting her love for him. Just when she thought she could push away the guilt and pain from her past to make way for a clean and bright future. It seemed she was too slow in her confession to him. Miroku had found another to love. He had given up on pining for her. She felt horrible, Sango felt like she had ruined something that could have been wonderful. She could be found perched on a roof watching the morning activities of the village people. Watching children, parents, couples and families start their day. From this position it seemed like she manifested her own isolation. After loosing her family, brother and now her love she felt more alone than ever. Sango was awaken from her reprieve by the mewing of her pet and companion Kirara. Sango smiled lightly, scratching the top of Kirara’s head gently. “I wonder if the other up, let’s go see”. Sadly enough when she entered the little house they were sharing for the time being no one was awake. Kaiede was very kind to take them all in again. As she scanned the rooms she noticed something missing, or more specifically, someone. As she searched around the area but Kagome was nowhere to be found. It was like she had vanished, along with all of her things. She though about where Kagome could have gone when it dawned on her. For the last couple of nights she had been mentioning how she felt like a third wheel. She had even dropped the idea of going back to own time. Curious, Sango left the little house in search of Kagome hoping she may find her since Kikyo happened to be staying in the shrine that held the Shikon jewel. Knowing how stubborn the girl could be, she really hoped that Kagome wouldn’t to anything to provoke Kikyo over the love of Inuyasha. Having searched for over two hours Sango was baffled as to where Kagome could have gone. Surely Koga hadn’t come for her. Inuyasha would have picked up on the wolf demon’s sent even if he was unconscious. She thought for a few more minutes until it all came together. She jumped up from where she was sitting, scaring Kirara who was dozing in the sun by her, running to the well where Kagome had first came into this world. Songo ran as fast as her legs would carry her hoping that she wasn’t too late to talk to her friend and if nothing else to say goodbye. Sango had reached that clearing where the well was located just as Kagome was getting ready to jump. “Kagome! Wait!” Sango yelled out of desperation and exhaustion from the running, she had been to worried to think of using Kirara. Kagome turned to greet Sango with a false smile as if trying to say that nothing was wrong. “What are you doing all the way out here Sango? I thought you would be back in the village with the others.” Once Sango caught her breath a little she retorted, “ Don’t give me that Kagome! Why didn’t you tell anyone you were leaving?” Kagome stuttered a bit before replying. “Well, I just didn’t want to be a bother to anyone, and with all the Shikon jewel shards found I just figured that… well…” Sango didn’t let her finish the sentence. “No matter what we are still your friends and we all care. Even if Inyasha doesn’t love you how you want him to I am sure he would want to know if you were going away.” Kagome reeled a bit at the statement. Her heart felt like it had been stabbed yet again, it was an old wound caused by the fact that Inuyasha loved Kikyo. She knew it was childish to feel and act like this but she didn’t know what else to do. What else could she do? Staying here would just hurt her and she knew that Kikyo wanted to move on with her life with Inuyasha, it was just better if she left and everyone could move on. Even as she tried to rationalize it, she felt anger boil up in her at Sango for saying such a thing to her. “Well you are a fine one to talk Sango! At least I am doing something, you just stared into nothing for almost a week when Miroku gave up on you. I am trying to move on and you are just nothing but stuck in the past. So join reality with the rest of us!” Kagome was fuming, her anger fueled by hurt, guilt and shame. The to women continued this for what seemed like an hour. Throwing judgment and insults at each other. The fight really wasn’t out of spite for each other. This was the first time that either girl had been able to let out the sadness and frustration out. They had both kept all their emotions bottled up and forced false happiness and smiles at the pain that was unknowingly inflected upon them. Kagome and Sango finally came to their senses. “This is going to help solve nothing”, Sango stated softly keeping her eyes faceted to the ground. Kagome agreed with a quiet “yeah“. Kagome placed her pack on the ground stepping down off the ledge to set on the grass with her back against the well. She patted the ground beside her in invitation for Sango to join her. Sango sat by her drawing her knees close to her chest in a protective gesture. She was her in peaceful isolation but she had never felt so raw and exposed before and it scared her. She heard a quiet sniffling and looked over so see Kagome crying softly. “I’m so sorry Sango, I never meant to say those horrible things to you.” Sango smiled and placed her hand on Kagome’s shoulder reassuringly saying, “It’s ok, I am just as guilty for saying horrible things too. I think that we were venting more than anything, it has been a hard couple of weeks for the both of us. So let‘s just put all this behind us, hm?” Kagome agreed with a nod. “So are still planning on going back to your own time?”, she asked Kagome sadly. Sango watched her with rapt attention feeling her heart break again at the though of someone she cared for… loved, leave her. She stopped her self to rethink what she had just thought wondering if she was being over emotional again. Sango stared at Kagome deafly, lost in her thoughts. Through all of there journeys, adventures and battles she had felt something more that just friendship for the girl beside her. But she always brushed it off as just a kinship since Kagome was the only girl to talk to in the group. Though, the more she thought about, the more she came to realize that she did have feelings for Kagome. She was jerked out of her thoughts by Kagome flailing her arms asking if Sango had heard anything at all she had just said. “Here I am spilling my guts and you are off in your own world. Have you been taking lessons from Inuyasha?” Kagome huffed in annoyance. Sango had to laugh, this was the Kagome she knew, the Kagome she loved. She smiled softly. “Could you repeat what you just said, I really wasn’t paying attention, I’m sorry Kagome. Kagome sighed dramatically. “I just don’t know what to think or how to think it anymore. I really thought that Inuyasha loved me. I don’t blame him for still loving and wanting to be with Kikyo. I am glad for him, but Kikyo just makes me feel weird. I know that she has probably thought of me as someone stealing her love in way, after she saw through all the hate and lies created by Naraku. Inuyasha still wants me around but at the same time he wants me gone. Then there is Kikyo’s hostilities. Plus, Miroku has moved on and away from the group.” Kagome quickly changed the subject seeing hurt in her friend’s eyes. “And well… oh nothing… There really is no reason for me to stay anymore. Must be fate telling me to go back to the real world with tests and school and… Oh man!! I am going to be so behind in school.” She suffered another long sigh as she thought about all her college entrance exams coming up. Sango took the silence as an opportunity to say what her heart had been telling her all this time and what she had just come to realize only a short time ago. “Kagome, I have a question.” Before Kagome could respond Sango had started talking again. “What if someone still needed you here. What if there was a reason for you to stay or to at least come back” She held her breath before she continued,. Sango could feel her heart pounding in her chest and the blood rushing through her ears so loudly that standing next to a waterfall would be quieter. “I am the one that needs you… It seems that I knew all along but I never acted on it. I just brushed it off under the pretense that we were friends. But… I, I think, no. I love you Kagome. Sango clenched her eyes tightly, and she hung her head not wanted to see Kagome’s reaction, fearing the worst. “You lo, love me?” Kagome asked tentatively. Sango looked up quickly, a dark blush staining her face. “Yes.” “Ohhh” Kagome answered softly. After some time Kagome responded to Sango‘s admission “I think that I feel the same way” She stated even quieter than before. Kagome quickly pretended to see something very interesting on the ground. She was hiding her embarrassment doing what was natural for a girl when their love has been admitted. “What? Really?” Sango asked in surprise. “Yeah…” Kagome answered “But I thought I loved really Inuyasha and that he loved me, well sorta and you and… Miroku, I thought were in love with each other.” She gave a mirthless chuckle, “Things do have an odd way of working out, huh, Sango?” Sango just nodded in agreement. She felt that this moment was as fragile as a tea cup that could broken at the slightest pressure. Kagome then turned he full attention to Sango. “Where do we go from here… I mean, I do think that I can leave now. But what does it mean for us? I have never had a girl friend and I haven’t been friends with a female couple either. It’s sorta looked down upon in my time.” Sango made a thoughtful sound. “Well, like any couple, I suppose we should ease into it slowly”, she stated with a shy smile as she stood helping Kagome up. Both girls headed back to the village with and oddly peaceful feeling that things would work out . Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
12:30 am	New Moon Oh my goodness. I know I am going to sound like a crazy fangirl in the worst kind of way ::shudders at the thought:: but I am in love with the twilight series! It has been a really long time since I have been drawn so fully into a story. Sequels always scare me so after I read twilight I stayed away from the other books fearing the worst... but the story just keeps getting better. I really do recommend everyone to read the book. I just thought I would post something since I have become dead to the world again. Maybe one day I will post something that is worth reading. Take Care Iria~ Current Mood: cold Current Music: Twilight Soundtrack (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 21st, 2009
2:56 am	Kitchen Insanities Oh my goodness if feels like it's been forever since I have posted anything! Bad me! Work has been rather insane with wedding season coming up and all. With calls offs there and at my other job... well ... life has been rather fun. So, I really hope I can get something fan fiction related posted soon. I also have been working on some recipes for my future business project, some of those may appear as well. ^_^ Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Twisted Transistor ~ Korn (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 8th, 2009
10:38 pm	Hello Everyone! I’m knew to Insane Journal but I hope to start posting soon. I love to write Gundam Wing fan fiction containing both canon and or original characters. I can’t wait to meet other fans of the Anime and the Fandom! ^^ Iria Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)